Friday, March 21, 2014

Only in This Love...




The beautiful exchange of lovemaking between two people, so widely abused and wildly misunderstood ...looked upon as a destination... a goal to reach in which every word, action and thought along the way, is intended to move toward. An act anticipated with eagerness and once experienced almost always some degree of disappointing. It is often the same routine whether old or new love...those moments of deep sharing have their sacredness stolen because those sharing are only doing so on one plane...just one physical dimension of their being, and with perhaps only one thing in mind.
But this exchange is meant to be precious. It isn't an activity in and of itself and all about only the minutes spent involved at the height. It is designed to be a culmination...a crescendo mid symphony, where all the music combined and throughout, is equally valuable. It is meant to compliment ...not complete. After the journey of dropping walls has long begun, and two people have felt the rumble in their hearts and minds...the vibrations of one another, the trust, the realization that they have born to each other their naked souls...only then will that most delicate of sensual exchanges, be what its meant to be. It becomes a conversation...like so many, many before it, only words replace with touch. It isn't shy, yet it is hesitant. Time is of essence and not spent like winnings, but rather dropped coin by coin ever so slowly, a gentle dance of love...held in one anothers palms like a trembling newly hatched bird. The windows to the souls...the eyes...are kept connected, and there is only deeper sharing of what is already known.
I believe that in this light...and only in this way...is this precious collection of moments, capable of being what nature intended...and what two souls will never tire of or take for granted...only in this love.

K.M.Q.F.
3/14/14

MISSING...




Missing someone...
wishing,
I didn't feel so very captive to a feeling...
but loving it just the same.
Missing someone so badly...
wanting them with me each and every moment...
silly
schoolgirl stuff
really?
Is it wrong to be in love?
To want someone there with their warmth
and love...
no...
And missing as well
someone whose presence I will never feel again
physically,
but who I feel every day
all around me.
A connection I can't explain.
I so wish that two most special people in my life
could be together
to talk.
It would be then,
that heaven would be realized.

k.m.q.f.
3/20/14

Thursday, March 6, 2014

Inspiration




INSPIRATION
Creative juices flowing
Ideas rapidly thickening 
as though a plot,
but wanting to keep this one simple.
Its good that canvas was buy one get one free, 
as painting number two 
is already taking shape 
in my imagination.
So typical of me to have more than one,
sometimes two or three
sets of tracks
rambling through my brain.
Not unlike the night I sat writing
two separate songs
at the same exact time.
Pondering my ideas for "The Embrace"
I smile...
He always picks me clear off the floor
each time we meet again....




K.M.Q.F.
3/6/14

Saturday, February 22, 2014

How it Is





I can accept everything about you...
your quirks, idiosyncrasies, 
your zany mood shifts from one thing to another... 
the way you run your hands thru your uncombed hair at times and look like the mad scientist you are...
the way you talk like a muppet if ur nervous..
.the hours spent working on a painting, or a song..
.the way most people can't even begin to get a grasp on who you are..
.I love it all...as long as you can accept me...
I get sad sometimes and I don't know why,
 so don't ask, 
there is no definable reason, 
just hold my hand and wait... 
Sometimes I get really pissed and I yell, but not often, 
and always after a slow burn that intelligent ppl should recognize way before that happens;
 it takes a lot to put me over the edge...
I have a tendancy to develope odd attachments to animal-life..
.insects, reptiles, and of course all warm-blooded beings, 
I will seek them, 
bring them home, 
study them, 
and learn what they mean to my individual life....
.and lastly, My kids come first, 
even if they are not particularly in the right,
 i'll listen to reason, but...
 (scared yet?)
Know that i've waited my whole life for someone who feels perfect on all levels to me. 
Something that feels right
feels like this..
-K.M.Q.F.
2/20/14

What Love is For




This is what love is for...
not just for comfort and companionship,
but a way for two like souls
to come together
as one
as strength,
a magic,
to fortify one another
in all they desire to be and do...

2/20/14

Slippery Slope




Tis a slippery slope,
this falling sort of thing...

a wonderful, magical, nearly fearless
slippery slope...

-K.M.Q.F.
2/17/14

The Sun Will Rise




And just now to slow it down
take it easy
bring it round.
There's no rushin the sun as it breaks into day.
Help me take a step back
taste the flavors
not just throw back.
Many days the sun will rise this way.

There's a need to take your time
when your heart
is on the line.
And its been so long since you've felt this way.
Don't go runnin down a dirt road
missing flowers
that were just sowed.
If you wait awhile you'll keep the night at bay.

So don't go hurrying through the good stuff
the fun
and full of thrill stuff.
There's only so much hours in this day.
Let your friendship grow together
smile and love the
sunny weather
The sun will rise again like this every day.
Oh the sun will rise again like this every day...

-K.M.Q.F.
2/15/14